par picatrix » Tue Sep 25, 2012 9:38 am
Hello Anna,
Thank you for your interpretation :*
The Tarot tell the truth, because I think the MAT I'm, that looks back, and looks back with sadness, looks when I went to art school. In that time I was convinced to have a great creative power but instead it is turned off over time. I never had a clear ideas about the work to do on completion of studies.
I adapted to make a work not much related to art, to get away from my parents' house and get away from that place.
But that job (graphic design) I've never been convinced, I've always considered this a "second choice" and came a time when I have to deal with it. I know this is not the work of my life, I know, I feel it. Right now I'm analyzing my past with a woman, to understand what stopped me, to try to move forward. I am a person (or maybe I was) very creative, I always had so many ideas in my head but I never had the courage to implement them because I've always felt alone.
I'd like to get out of here and settle down in Spain, but no one would come with me, not even my boyfriend too close to his family. I'd love to work with a group of people, such as a cooperative but I don't know which work to do! I have no ideas and I don't met persons interested.
When you say "change direction" you mean the type of work too?
Thanks Anna for the time that you give me!